Seems I’m
taking a summer hiatus. Don’t know why but it just seems that way.
The projects
are still all listed out on a weekly planner, but they are not of interest
right now.
Perhaps it was
when I threw my back out getting all the dirt in the yard that I stopped. I’ll
blame it on that, but with a little exercise that excuse has been healed.
Perhaps it was
the heat. Yea, that’s it, the heat. It did get real hot. The heat even slowed
my daily ride. That must be it. The heat stopped my energy.
No, that wasn’t
it. I just ran out of motivation.
I’m not
writing. Haven’t really gotten any inspirational thoughts other than meeting my
first wife and writing about the occasion 40 years ago.
I’m not playing
or writing music. Listening to a lot of classical and jazz and being surprised
how much of it I know.
I’m not
watching television. Stopping to watch the news, but even that has become
boring. Most of the events of the world I get online without the talking heads
trying to entertain me with fluff interrupted constantly by annoying messages
selling medicines, cars, and other products I don’t buy. Of course, being a
news junkie I have been encompassed by the debt crisis, Middle East rebellions,
constant war, anarchy in the UK, and that chick everyone hates because they
think she killed her daughter but she got off with a huge legal bill.
I’m not eating
out. Dining is a shared experience and there are few, if any, that I can think
of, where the food preparation is extraordinary enough to partake. Cooking at
home has become too hot and uninteresting. Going to the grocery and walking
pass isles of noodles, meat, bread, milk, cereal with little thought of
purchasing and preparation. Perhaps in the fall, stews will become an item in
the make shift kitchen.
I’m not
traveling. There is no place to go. Go to a movie? None are appealing enough to
wander into the dark room. The same is said for books or magazines. Nothing has
caught my fancy this summer.
I’m not drawing
or painting. Maybe because when it is this hot, the paper sticks to my arm?
Maybe the projects I was working on need a shift and I don’t know where to take
them. I have had fun playing with the daily “It Sucks To Be Rusty” website
until it crashed, but that was just a sideline.
I’m not working
in the yard, but the little forest is fine. There is a lot of trimming I need
to do this fall, but the with a little watering everything looks fine.
So other that
going to the store once a day to restock the essentials of seed, blueberries,
watermelon, peanuts and beer, what am I doing?
I’m watching
the yard function as it was intended to be, a natural refuge.
And as long as
I don’t move I can watch the shadows change as the sun moves across the sky and
be entertained by the creatures that were here before us live their lives in
comfort and safety of a nature setting.
Not bad
entertainment and quiet calming. I think this is what vacations are suppose to
be, so I’ll call this the summer vacation.
Tomorrow the
weather is to be cooler so I have not excuse to take my bike in for some
repairs then maybe take a trip down to Lowes for some fans.
Who knows? I’m
on vacation.
2 comments:
"A vacation is what you take when you can no longer take what you've been taking."
There's plenty of time ahead for those projects. They'll wait...they're certainly not going anywhere! The heat is as good an excuse as any to watch spiders kill moths and stuff.
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